Oh wow don't I feel bad. I haven't been here for... Ever!

Well not much to write about. Nothing is new. But I written some stuff since my absence... Oh that reminds me, I have got my bass Guitar and started leasons!  Their going well and I just love my bass!!!!

Anyways much love

<3

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My sir, my vow

Sir do you not remember my words,
That time of the red sky
How I vowed to my heart
The words you promised to

Sir I vowed I will never be owned
No human will have procession over me
I am not an object of a sirs desiring eye
I belong to my body and soul
No command shall reach my ears

Now I have to go through this
Breaking my vow to my heart
And sir you are breaking your promise
I thought you understood
Silence me another way
Do not lie to my ears

I walk the earth
A bruised soul
Broken flesh
All to hold my heart
To behold my own identity
Not to be seen just as his lady
His sheath, his slave, his procession

Sir how could I have brought this upon myself?
You promised my words
My eyes were wiped by your figure tips
I was to be seen
the lady of your heart
I am in stead in a black hole

You made me feel I have failed you Sir
If so oh how I am sorry
It is my weakness,
my tongue has no control
My words are chosen carelessly
But it was my heart that made the end clear

All I ask of you
Is to forgive me
To save me from the man with the steel hand
With words that prick
His love can not control me

Sir you and I can not hide
Our love will fins its way
Please do not wait until I no longer feel
For each day I am silently breaking your touch is the only remedy
So please follow my whispers
The whispers I send you in the wind
‘rescue me’